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In the Name of Allah we shall begin.

Husn St.
Sat. 12092009
this room with the balcony.

i haven't write for a very long time.
tho' always longing for this blog of mine to be updated.

well, for this, i don't plan to write a blabbering entry.
just something that i reminisced from the past.
and Thanks Allah for giving me the chance to repent.
Alhamdulillah , Alhamdulillah , Alhamdulillah for the uncountable blessings You have granted.

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when i met Him, i lose him.
it's never a regret, rather a blessing in disguise.
i wrapped him neatly in the pockets of memories.
because denying he never existed, i am a liar.
lying to my very own self.
denying he never existed, i am suffering.
it was him, that once existed.
i might sound still can't let him off, but i did.
a very long time ago.
i pray Allah's guidance will be with him, wherever he goes.
he is one piece of the puzzles.
the puzzles of my life.
and a history i can never erase.

Thanks Allah for giving me a chance to know and to learn my mistakes.
For knowing a mistake, is never the same as learning from it.
He is Your lesson for me.i did learn and may You accept this.

Our Lord! Cause not our hearts to stray after Thou hast guided us,and bestow upon us mercy from Thy Presence.
Lo! Thou, only Thou, art the Bestower.
Ali Imran :8